My Little FairyTale


  • Sunday, November 9, 2014 {6:54 AM}
  • ♥ Two Thousand Fourteen Miles.




    After 45678392 years, I'm back to blogging again.

    This blog post will entertain you for 5 minutes (depending on your reading speed.)



    T W O

    T H O U S A N D

    F O U R T E E N

    One of the worst and the best fucking year ever.

    Chapter 1:
    Beautiful Climb To 2014

    Chapter 2:
    Eunice The Motherly Slut.

    Chapter 3:
    Hello Sean.

    Chapter 4:
    It's Okay. It's Always Okay.



    Firstly, chill.
    Despite this being a long post, trust me it'll won't be boring at least.

    Especially if you're a student.
    Or if you have troubles figuring life out.
    Or if you just want a good laugh ( Specially For SST Friends )


    Here we go!



    Chapter 1:
    Beautiful Climb To 2014

    I was finally in Sec 3. 
    Many things changed and people hated change.
    But deep down inside, we all knew change was the only thing constant.

    Anyway, let me just mention a bit of 2013.

    I HATED 2013. 


    Sure, every year has beautiful moments but 2013 was one of the years, 
    that broke me.

    If you remembered, back in 2012, 
    I was just this girl with this fugly bangs, pimple face, crooked teeth and $20 spectacles.
    I had what people called 'the geek/nerd' face.
    And trust me, if you're imaging about some hot chick with a nerd glasses or shit like that,
    That's not what I was.

    To put it simply, 
    I looked like utter horse shit crap.

    I didn't have many friends. 
    Not many people knew me or my face unless they're in my class.

    Then 2013 came and boom hello new face.
    Said goodbye to my spectacles, 
    put on braces, 
    killed the pimples 
    and suddenly people knew me.

    I got to know so many new people and for the first time,
    guys were interested in me.

    Okay okay listen, I know what you're thinking

    "Is this bitch bragging now?!??! Aw wtf dude."

    Naw naw naw hold on there you lil beautiful soul.

    I ain't bragging.

    When I was sec 1, no seniors knew me.
    Only a handful of people from other classes knew me.

    And suddenly in Sec 2, people I don't even know KNEW MY NAME.
    They greeted me when they walked past.
    And suddenly I had confessions and I had relationships.

    I was so damn gullible.
    I had to be fooled,
    not once,
    not twice,
    BUT THREE TIMES 
    only to realise what the fuck I was doing wrong. 

    If you're young in heart, 
    never been in a relationship, 
    a young innocent creature,
    a beautiful virgin (in relationships) female/male.

    LISTEN TO ME.

    I tell you, 3 of these relationships in 2013 didn't last no shit.
    I was so gullible.

    I WAS USED.

    But these 3 people taught me so much.

    Shoutout to the first guy:
    FUCK YOU.

    Shoutout to the second:
    DON'T DATE PEOPLE BECAUSE YOU PITY THEM

    Shoutout to the third:
    DO NOT TREAT FEMALES LIKE THAT.

    The first guy was like my fairytale.
    Fake.

    Imagine:
    A 14 year old me was so happy because for the first time,
    somebody was interested in me.
    I didn't know anything about him, we talked only for like 3 days and boom.
    He asked if we could date.
    Little did I know he was just finding a female to play with.
    Somebody that could satisfy his 'pervert needs'.
    Shit nigga.

    AND YO YO YO BEFORE YOU THINK OF SOME INAPPROPRIATE STUFF.

    Nothing happened.
    I was so upset tho.
    When I told him I didn't want to do all the shit he wanted,
    bitch didn't talk to me and found a new girl.


    He got into disciplinary issues.
    Suspension. 
    I hoped he learnt his lesson.

    The Second Guy.

    Was a experiment honestly.
    I wanted to move on so much that I 'forced' this relationship.
    Okay not forced but I wanted a relationship.
    So me and this guy talked.
    Talked for lots of days/weeks,
    He was interested,
    I was interested.
    And boom. 
    A relationship sparked off.
    However as I was slowly learning how to pour my heart out,
    it turns out he liked me for awhile,
    but his heart was still with his first crush.

    One word:


    So what was I? 
    A temporary replacement? 
    Anyway just like the 1st guy, 
    this relationship didn't last for even a month.

    I would like to take this moment 
    to thank god for giving me the sign that these guys 
    Ain't worth shit :)

    The Third Guy

    HAH he's still my good friend until today.
    He didn't like like me.
    He thought of me as a goal.
    As a reason.
    Why he wanted to go to school.



    That's pretty fucked up hello you've been sending the wrong signals to me.


    Because he was my good friend,  I had a lot of emotional trauma 
    despite how dramatic that sounds.

    Because he told me he wanted to change me.
    He wanted to me to stop being the way I am.
    That's why he's spending so much time on me.
    To change me.
    And he told me how my friends didn't like me.
    And how he was the only one who cared enough to change me.

    If a friend tells you that and you goddamn knows how 
    kind hearted and innocent and beautiful your heart is,

    YOU DON'T NEED FRIENDS LIKE THAT.

    GET THEM OUT OF YOUR LIFE.




    If you know you're a bitch to everybody, then fuck yeah be a better person.

    But if you have never offended anybody, only know how to love them and always put them in front of yourself,

    Sure, you'll gullible and usually taken advantage on

    BUT GODDAMNIT.

    Your soul is so fucking beautiful.
    You're so fucking kind and caring for the people you love.

    Stay That Way.

    Here's my experience after I found out that he wanted to change me:
    He broke me.
    He made me cry during the nights,
    he made me question myself.
    HE MADE ME QUESTION IF BEING NICE WAS A BAD THING.

    Do you honestly not see how fucked up that is?

    Is the society telling us that being nice is equal to being dumb?
    Is society telling us that in life you have to be a bitch to be successful?

    Because you know what? I'm still young.
    True friends still exists. 
    We're not in what the drama usually shows ; trust no one cause they'll all backstabbers.
    So instead of making your life into a endless, useless drama,
    learn to love.

    Love yourself and the people you know deserved to be loved.
    If they backstab you or whatever, it's their loss.

    Months passed and hello big mama Chan.

    I no longer care about what people I don't know/ don't care about think about me.

    I just know that
    I should love the people that loves me.
    And care for those who cares.
    So if you're a friend of mine,
    know that I care and love you.

    And you're precious to me.

    But if you hate me lol bitch your loss, 
    I know very well that I'm a fantastic friend to people.
    It's your loss losing me. 

    Not mine. 

    This concludes the 1st chapter,
    I hope some of you learnt some things from this especially my lil innocent pumpkins.

    Don't let people destroy your beautiful soul.

    EVERYBODY NEEDS TO FIND A SEAN LIM IN THEIR LIFE.
    (Ps Don't try stealing my boyfriend)

    Somebody who makes you feel loved and beautiful and has the same cute heart as yours.
















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